Tired

I'm not exactly sleeping. I'm also not really eating (Food tastes like nothing and makes me feel queasy before I'm full. I'm basically living off of deep fried food to stop shaking from hunger and then raw carrots and green vegetable juice to be somewhat healthy). I am still going to the gym, which helps somewhat. I'll try to go for some good stretches this weekend.

I'm feeling a little over extended (work, more work, social life and work) and without Mr Bob to come home to, I'm a bit adrift. I have fun with my friends, but not the same level of comfort/recharge. I've started to not accept every invitation.

This weekend, I will go and visit one of my friends who I quite like. She is a good person and and also one of my few friends who doesn't drink. (I like drinking, but I get a bit ancy when most of my social interactions involve alcohol.) She reminds me of the friends I used to have in high school and undergrad before everyone became over achievers (She is also an over achiever-but hides it well).

Hopefully a somewhat calm weekend (pie-making, dim sum brunch and a dinner-turned down an evening of drinking and dancing), some gym, some laundry, some room re-decorating and some sleep should make things a little calmer.

I'll let you know how it goes.